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Saturday, October 4, 2008

FiRst pOst...
wAntin 2 stArt mY oWn bLog a LoNg tiMe aGo.. jUz 2 keEp a recOrd oF my LiFe & 4 mySeLf oNLi..it wiLL nOt b knOwn tO aNioNe..my seCret PaRadize..




eVeRyoNe hAs a sEcrEt tAt iS nOt tO b tOLd...heRe's miNe...
mAny thiNgs HapPens iN my LiFe rEceNtLy..he Left me...fOr sOmeoNe eLse i tiNk...

19/07/08 ~ hE jUz wan 2 eNd oUr reLatiOnship..he sAy he wAnna b siNgle.. mEt uP e nxT dAy... he's fiRm wiF his deciSioN.. chEck his fOne.. he sAy theRe wAsn't OtheR gALz.. bUt he wAs mSgiN a gAL 'M'..teLLin heR he jUz did his tAttOo.. he sAy waS coLLeagUe..i beLieve deN..

aFteRtAt he fiNd aLL soRt oF excUses nOt 2 mEet me..Bz wiF wOrk in e 7th mth.. !#$%^ deN hiS cOmpAny tRip 2 macau..meetiN mE aLmost 1 mth lateR..ouR met uP waS like cAtchiN uP N pAsSiN mE my stUffs n giFts frOm MacAu..miNi mAjOng, aLmOnd cOokiE & eAriNgs..he diNt sAy aNithiN abt oUR reLatiOnship tiLL i asK..he sAy wiLL giF mE an aNsweR nxt wEek... but we diNt meet aFteR tAt...

oUt oF e bLue..he mSn me...waNtiN 2 mEet...mixeD fEeLiN..izzite 2 retUrN mE $$$, tO pAtch bAck, 2 cAtch uP..oR sOme hiDden aGeNda.. iN e eNd..it wAs meReLy cAtcHin uP..N bUyiN hiS hP...dUnNo y iN his sMs sAid tAt he nEeds my opiNiOn..iZzite iMpt? aNiwAe it wAs a niCe fOne..

aFteR tAt he nEed 2 bRiN sth 2 hiS sis & i fOLLoweD hiM hM..iS sUper aWkwARd..bUt he dUn sEemS 2 miNd..

ReaLise hE BLOG!! he sAy tat he ReGretteD..reAlli?? den i sAw a cOmment iN hiS bLog..is M..i read her bLog..thEy weRe tOg...or mAyb he's chAsiN heR..thEy weNt oUt eveRydAy fOr 1 whOLe weeK..is e tiMe he sAy he's bZ..mEt heR e nite whEn he's bAck fRom macau..wAited 4 heR to seNd heR 2 sCh...dUnno wat else hAppeN tat wasNt bLog..hAiz..fEeL like a BIG FooL...bUt she sAys is a FuLLstOP bet thEm...tat's y hE mEt uP wiF me?

wE mEt up aGaiN abt a wEek lateR...aFteR Few pOstphOne..dUnno iF he's mEetiN otheR gALz..i pReteNd i dUnno aNithiN..mEt in OrchaRd..he waNted 2 pOstphOne aGaiN..i'm sOrt oF uSed 2 iT..ouR sMs...

Sorry,can we change our meeting to tomolo? i might wk late tonite? Did i disturb ur plan 2dae?
ohh..confirm working late arh..tml i dunno can leave earli not..
or we meet fri? Bt todae did i disturb ur plan by nt meeting u?

Or i let u noe tml..nvm lah i can plan other stuff..
U sure?
Haha..no choice mah..
By 530pm,u haf no plan,u msg me,k.
Actually me in town..if u free den we meet loh..else i might juz hang ard here..no worries..=)
u alone at town?
i'm wif hx..but she meetin he bf later..
then i meet u ard 6.30pm at town?
ohh..okie..u let me noe when u reached..=)


FuNny rite..aso dUnnO y hE wAnNa nOe iF hE distUrb mY pLaNs..izZite iMpt? iN e eNd he reAcheD eaRLieR..peRhAps hE gOt otheR pLaNs bUt he hAs bEeN pOstphOniN oUr mtg..nOw i'm rEaLi tiRed oF gUessiN his thOuGhts..bUt had a gD tiMe..he accOmpaNy me 2 LoOk 4 wiNteR weAR..tRied aLot..Like e ZaRa oNe..bUt exx..uNLess i cAn fInd e kiDs oNe..weNt 2 eAt pAsta 4 diNneR n hAd ouR fAv AvocAdo..hiS tReat..dEn LoOk 4 his cRystAL..but cAnt fiNd..tiNk i reAched hM b4 10pM..wAnted 2 nuAh..but...iN e eNd wE diNt tOk aBt ouR reLatiOnshiP agaiN...i sms him iN e eNd..cOz i waNted a cOncLusiOn to oUR rELatiOnshiP..hE sAy giF hiM tiMe..wiLL tOk agaiN wheN i'm bAck fRom jAp..haiz wAt cAn i do?

aCtuaLLy i asO dUnno if i wAn back tiS reLatiOnshiP...yeS becOz he's a veRy caRiN gUy, i feeL vEri hAppie n cOmfoRtabLe whEn wiF hiM..nO becOz he FeLL fOr anOther gAL..which he dENined n i caNt sAy aNithiN..iF he cAn dO it oNce..hE cAn dO it aGaiN..sO iS he e oNe??